It’s Up To Me

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It’s up to me and no one else to choose my path. It’s up to me and God and sometimes I forget to include God and go it alone. Last week I struggled emotionally because I thought I could go it alone. I wanted to do it my way so I let my mind drift back to the way it was before ALS. I need to let my past go and embrace today. It’s really hard for me some days. I need to stay here in the present and not worry about my future because so far I’ve been able to adjust and God willing I will continue to adjust.

My life is filled with so much joy even without arms, legs and a voice so I need to hold onto the joy and God willing I will.

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13 thoughts on “It’s Up To Me

  1. Rosemary I so enjoy your blog. I often wonder what I would do if I had what you had and then I see how wonderful you have it with your family. They too are an inspiration to us. We can’t be here forever and you are receiving a lifetime of love that many will never have. I pray for you daily and I know you will make the best of your time left. Sincerely, Michael

  2. I’ve always heard that the problem of humanity is two-fold: 1. living in the past and 2. living in the future. Both will always rob us of our lives.

    You continue to inspire me, give me perspective, and give me hope – and I thank you, Rosemary.

  3. a friend of mine had a friend who had lost his limbs. He kept praying God I’ve lost so much but I won’ let it steal my joy! He was uplifting and inspirational.

    You too have found that you won’t let ALS steal your joy!! lots of prayers going up for you!

  4. That’s right Rosemary. You keep on kicking butt and taking names. You’re the trailblazer for all of us and we are with you 100% of the way. Let go, Let God. and never forget how many people love you and are praying for you every single day!!

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